U vs Me

I ran too fast, I ran with my eyes closed.
I didn’t even know which way I approached.

Stones came my way and broke my shoe,
But when the flowers came I kicked them too.

I hated all because none loved me,
Love was what I had never got to see.

I hated my friends, I hated my boss,
In the end one day I hated who I was.

Brightness of gold reminded me of shit
Beautiful valleys made me think of dark pits.

I loved a girl & she ran away,
I cursed cupid for coming my way.

I feel too helpless I feel so betrayed,
I even don’t know what my mind expressed.

I don’t sleep at nights because I hate to dream,
When I close my eyes I can only hear screams.


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What you are searching for is not in reality,
Just look around, you’ll find it in your mentality.

Fall in love with what ever comes your way,
You will never know how sorrows run away.

Kissing the moon is not yet possible
But dreaming about it in never impossible.

You wait so long you wait for a seasons,
Why to give a smile, you want such a reason.

You fought with me want to prove me wrong,
But in return of that I give you this song.

You might hate reading it, but I loved to write,
Because what I hate is a reason to fight