I made a promise, I am breaking it now-Forgive me or not, I won’t apologize.

Now when you are dead why I want to live,
When your heart has stopped why do I still breathe?

I had loved you more than I loved my entity,
I was made for you & I was your property.

I remember those days when the sun won’t shine
You would kiss my lips and my day would be so fine.

I would climb up above and have a big fall,
So you could catch me from below, you catch me all.

In your arms I would feel, as if I am covered with gold,
My greatest desire was, just your hand to hold.

When we made love on those thirsty nights,
My scratches on your back and your painful bites.

The passion was so strong the temptation was so high,
You would make me feel as I am on the sky.

But now when you are dead why I want to live,
When your heart has stopped why do I still breathe?

You were my life, my passion as a whole,
You were the reason my body had a soul.

Never wanted to live with out you by my side,
But I am doing so but won’t apologize.

When I put my head down, look in my lap below,
There is a life within who looks so much like you.

Now I need to live, I need to walk alone,
So one day when your child is back home.

I will tell him our story, I promise I will do,
And I will make sure, he will be proud of you.