I made a promise, I am breaking it now-Forgive me or not, I won’t apologize.

Now when you are dead why I want to live,
When your heart has stopped why do I still breathe?

I had loved you more than I loved my entity,
I was made for you & I was your property.

I remember those days when the sun won’t shine
You would kiss my lips and my day would be so fine.

I would climb up above and have a big fall,
So you could catch me from below, you catch me all.

In your arms I would feel, as if I am covered with gold,
My greatest desire was, just your hand to hold.

When we made love on those thirsty nights,
My scratches on your back and your painful bites.

The passion was so strong the temptation was so high,
You would make me feel as I am on the sky.

But now when you are dead why I want to live,
When your heart has stopped why do I still breathe?

You were my life, my passion as a whole,
You were the reason my body had a soul.

Never wanted to live with out you by my side,
But I am doing so but won’t apologize.

When I put my head down, look in my lap below,
There is a life within who looks so much like you.

Now I need to live, I need to walk alone,
So one day when your child is back home.

I will tell him our story, I promise I will do,
And I will make sure, he will be proud of you.

U vs Me

I ran too fast, I ran with my eyes closed.
I didn’t even know which way I approached.

Stones came my way and broke my shoe,
But when the flowers came I kicked them too.

I hated all because none loved me,
Love was what I had never got to see.

I hated my friends, I hated my boss,
In the end one day I hated who I was.

Brightness of gold reminded me of shit
Beautiful valleys made me think of dark pits.

I loved a girl & she ran away,
I cursed cupid for coming my way.

I feel too helpless I feel so betrayed,
I even don’t know what my mind expressed.

I don’t sleep at nights because I hate to dream,
When I close my eyes I can only hear screams.


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What you are searching for is not in reality,
Just look around, you’ll find it in your mentality.

Fall in love with what ever comes your way,
You will never know how sorrows run away.

Kissing the moon is not yet possible
But dreaming about it in never impossible.

You wait so long you wait for a seasons,
Why to give a smile, you want such a reason.

You fought with me want to prove me wrong,
But in return of that I give you this song.

You might hate reading it, but I loved to write,
Because what I hate is a reason to fight

If I had a million heart...

If I had a million hearts.

I would give each one to you.

One for the day, one for the night

One for ever time of your sight.

Every time when the sun would rise,

My heart would give u a lovely surprise.

Every time I would be missed,

A heart of mine for you to be kissed.

Every time when the sky would be dark,

A heart of mine to show u your mark.

Ever time when you would feel low,

A heart of mine will come from below.

Every time you felt yummy,

A heart of mine would dance on your tummy.

Ever time you sang a song,

A heart of mine to dance along.

Every time when your tears will fall,

A heart of mine to catch them all.

Every time you said I love you,

Every heart of mine would say.

****LOVE YOU TOO*****

He fell in love to die.

From Barbados to Auckland city,
He was famous thief, of history.

None knew his work, none knew his name,
But all were under, the spell of his fame.

From where did he came & where did he go,
No one knew, no one had a clue.

Taj Mahal of India & Crown of Britain.
Had checks gone up, were all threatened.

He was not an ordinary thief. He had some thing within,
Skill of a warrior and a reputation of a king.

Sultan’s sword & princess bracelets,
Were all lying some where in his closets.

CBI was confused. CID had a tragedy.
They tried everything but had no remedy.

What to do, was the question asked.
How to catch him, he was too fast.

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Who is she, sitting across the table?
What what what we have a lady constable.

This is not a theater, It a police academy.
Fragile & delicate things are not necessary.

She turned around and all were tight-lipped
Oh my god she was well equipped.

Golden was her colors. Her eyes were dark
All through her not a single mark.

Was she from Kolkata was she from Dheradun?
What ever may be, she was brighter than the noon.

She was a small town girl. From a town of love.
Kansbahal was the name & the spelling was tough.

She had lots of guts she had lots of glory.
People said she was cousin of bravery.

The job was hard & she was gorgeous
The thief was fast & very dangerous.

The stage was set & the fight was on
The thief thought, he could run all along.

Her face was covered with her dark black hair
The thief couldn’t help, but had to stare.

The bullet took some time, but he was already pricked
Those deadly eyes had done the trick.

He toppled on his feet & fell on the ground
Within a moment they covered him all around.

She came from behind, took her hair out of her face.
“Hey my friend be careful in a race.”

She shot him in the heart & the thief cried
She shot him once again & he finally died.

Me U & GOD

Last night I met a stranger, he told me he was GOD
I bowed before him & he asked me what I want.

I told him I am lonely would love to have a companion
With whom I could spend my life in pleasure & passion.

He told me to imagine, a person my kind of.
What would be she like what would be she made up of?

Indian, Italian or from West Indies
Or would she be like some body from Greece.

I took up my pen and started to write.
Some body so caring who can never fight.

Dark black hair, and big big eyes.
Smile like a baby & skin fair as rice.

She could kiss the rose & make it blossom
She could talk with the birds, she was so awesome.

Praises make her shy, worries make her cry
Give her a song & she’ll dance all the while.

Heart made from gold & blood made from honey
Angles are the one you can’t get for money.

God gave me a look & told me to wait a while
I closed my eyes & you appeared with a smile.